PhoenixArisen

Life has certainly been a roller coaster for me over the past 6 months. I've moved to Irving, got a job, left a job (am currently unemployed once again), slacked off on meetings, and been pretty much isolating trying to figure out exactly what is going on lately. I don't really have any words on why I've been out of it for so long. Just suffice it to say that I am grateful that I haven't done anything which has REALLY harmed myself yet. I opened up Apo yesterday and I am going to try to start up with some new artwork now soon. I do apologize to all of my watchers, fans, and loyal friends that I have slacked off so much throughout the beginni

For the past month I have been in a very chaotic and eventful situations. There are so many people that have utterly changed the direction which I was proceeding in that it will be hard to describe it accurately in this journal. However, I am going to give it my best. Please bear in mind for those that don't wish to read about adult material STOP at this point. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - So, as quite a few of you know here on DA, I have been dealing with my orientation and gender issues a lot lately. I finally gathered up the courage necessary to embark out in the public as Crystal (my feminine persona) as well as the su